DJ TOPXANDER

My heart and stomach are hurting.

My heart and stomach are hurting me. Because i don’t wanna lose my boyfriend because of things that is happening right now. I will do everything to meet you and to be with you and as i don’t know if u are reading my blog. But i think i will prepare too be hurted too on my heart. But please pray for me and for my boyfriend that love will not get lost. Let god and angels help us to be stronger and not heavy. Please god and archangel chamuel help us to have the love back and help us to be stronger. Let hes feelings coming back and let hes mind think about me i will thank you for helping me or both to be stronger and healthy. Please chamuel help us to be the most stronger and let the love come back. God you know that i miss him and please understand me that he make me happy. He is a good boyfriend for me and i am good for him too. But please god help us to have the love feel. If it will happen i will thank you chamuel and god for havning us beautiful moments we had together. But please people pray for us both to have a better love life together.

Oh well..

I did come out as i am but my dad and sister didn’t like it and also my dad have been sad about this he didn’t eat well etc.. And my big sister trying to change my way of thinking but sorry i can’t i am me so i decide to lie that i like “girls” but i don’t like girls hahah , well i had to lie and said well im sorry etc.. Than my dad telling me that i have no stereotype but i don’t need to be stereotype??? I am gay straight it means i am myself and normal guy but like guys. Haha but anyway i don’t care about my dad and sister feelings but i did this to make them happy again while i live unhappy. I am happy that i got a boyfriend and he understand me. But my dad and big sister nevermind for them but i tried to get out of the closet. I am still me and still will love my boyfriend <3 well it’s time to sleep night. But i don’t care about it I WILL STILL LIVE HAPPY FOR WHO I AM!!!

DJ TOPXANDER: Finally come out..

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djtopxander:

I finally did come out of the closet yesterday and my mom helped me about this because i cried. Well thanks from my mom but my dad and sister begin chocked and that’s not my fault i am just ME. There is nothing wrong with it. My dad didn’t like it but either my sister did but they are same way of…

I dont even know you, but i am so proud of you. It takes a lot of guts to come out to your family and im very happy that your mom is understanding im very very sure your dad and sister will come around. No matter what they will love you, you are you and never be ashamed of that.

I would say thank you about the reblog of your words. And it is true what you said about this positive words from you. God will bless you for this and hope your days will be lucky. Right now i feel like so stressed at home about my dad and sister but that day they will tell me that i am me and should take care about myself and i will be with my boyfriend anytime.

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Finally come out..

I finally did come out of the closet yesterday and my mom helped me about this because i cried. Well thanks from my mom but my dad and sister begin chocked and that’s not my fault i am just ME. There is nothing wrong with it. My dad didn’t like it but either my sister did but they are same way of thinking. I born with my own life, my dad dosen’t talk with me and either my big sister. My dad eated food yesterday but he didn’t eat all and even he left the food and the drink. I just don’t care about dad and big sister they are acting too be unhappy and i can’t be what they think in their mind. If i like boys, i like boys what’s wrong with it? I am happy for who i am and happy that i got a boyfriend. I don’t care if they are unhappy with me and also i am the only male guy from this small family :p but who cares. They will get fine it will just take months or weeks ^^ but i am happy for coming out also of course my moms do care about me she said think before u doing it she mean sex and also she said do not hold hands or kissing out there. I just said yeaah okay i know and we know it… But i can’t do what mom says of course there are plenty of idiots talking shit but there are many places to kiss and hold hands in secret places ^.^ And about sex if i do sex there is condom haha xD. And if u have questions how to come out just press the button ASK ME ANYTHING.

Sick and sickkk but i miss you so much <3

I wanna be good and healthy but i am sick. I was suppose to meet my boyfriend but i couldn’t because i don’t want him to get sick from me and he is about too take the exam even hes birthday is coming ^.^ anyway but i miss my boyfriend and i wanna cuddle with him <3 but i love him so much

So funny..

Ive been workout yesterday with a friend as sister but we had cycling too and i noticed a weird person starring me so much as i stopped to be nice so i did plan too say it loud, but after cycling we did go too the gym lift some weight after that we did training our stomach to have muscler and the person was there besides us and the person still starring like had no mirror it really annoying me so what i did i yelled loud and joking with my friend saying doesn’t have the person a mirror it annoying me when the person is starring at me so much. And than i said it loud Oh my boyfriend message me yeayyy ^.^ <3 than the person did get pissed off and changed and did go home with angry face HAHAHHA. But i dislike those people that are starring at me or at my friend like have no mirror or tv at home hahha